This past season of my life has been filled with the highest highs 🏔 and the lowest lows of my journey to date. The depths of love and loss I've experienced have forever changed who I am, given me courage to surrender and grace to keep going when all I've ever dreamed of & expected is nothing I needed or am called to.
Vulnerability has changed me.
Opening the ugliest and most broken parts of my heart to people I don't trust and a God I thought I had already put my trust in, but didn't, has left me completely undone and unraveled at His feet, unsure of how to pick up the pieces of what seemed to be left of me. And at that place of complete brokenness and surrender, I hear, "relax beloved, you have arrived"
"I have ARRIVED? I'm a hot MESS?!" The sweetness of His presence seemed to laugh with me and restore all that was lost and broken, in a moment.
I have no other answers for you but His presence. The presence of Love Himself -- Love in the flesh came and gave it all so we could have access to an ocean of healing and the purest, safest love we were born to long for.
Goodness friend, I'm still undone by it all, but I seem to be understanding more and more it all just trails back to the sweetness and safety of His presence. The secret place.
This is me inviting you into my process, and the reality of it is far from beautiful and filtered like the insta pictures you are scrolling past. It's much more messy than anyone's blog posts will tell you, but if you can hold onto hope at your most painful moment, you'll find it was right at the intersection of your greatest breakthrough. And the answer is just His presence.